‘You’re being difficult’, ‘you are difficult.’‘You’re stubborn’, ‘you’re rigid’, ‘you’re being black and white’.Just a list of more ways we are difficult.‘You’re too much’, ‘you’re hard work’, ‘you’re exhausting’. Difficult. Difficult. Difficult. We can detect the exasperation in a person’s voice long before they know it is there. We can feel the wall of internal … Continue reading Difficult
Tag: ASD
On derealisation, depersonalisation and amnesia
TW: mentions abuse and self harm - no descriptions. Our system has felt under threat over the last few months and has gone into defcon 1, high level alert, code red! It thinks it is fighting for our life again and is pulling out all the dissociative weapons at its disposal. This has meant living … Continue reading On derealisation, depersonalisation and amnesia
Life with DID
TW: One of the questions asks about ‘getting rid’ of other parts - short answer no way!! The answer to the third question alludes to self harm but no details are shared. A friend recently asked us some questions about our life with DID. As we mulled them over we discussed them with another friend … Continue reading Life with DID